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Transcendence
( Transcendence - 1 )
C. J Omololu
When a visit to the Tower of London triggers an overwhelmingly real vision of a beheading that occurred centuries before, Cole Ryan fears she is losing her mind. A mysterious boy, Griffon Hall, comes to her aid, but the intensity of their immediate connection seems to open the floodgate of memories even wider.
As their feelings grow, Griffon reveals their common bond as members of the Akhet—an elite group of people who can remember past lives and use their collected wisdom for the good of the world. But not all Akhet are altruistic, and a rogue is after Cole to avenge their shared past. Now in extreme danger, Cole must piece together clues from many lifetimes. What she finds could ruin her chance at a future with Griffon, but risking his love may be the only way to save them both.
Full of danger, romance, and intrigue, Transcendence breathes new life into a perpetually fascinating question: What would you do with another life to live?
Transcendence
Transcendence 1
by
C. J. OMOLOLU
For Griffon
1994–2009
This time was much too short.
One
It’s happening again.
The tingling at the back of my neck, the disconnect I feel from everything around me, the tiny beads of cold sweat on my forehead—as soon as I recognize the symptoms, I know I’m in trouble. I look down at my feet as I follow Kat from the Tower Hill tube station into the bright sunlight, trying to focus on my shoes as they keep time along the immaculate sidewalk. Except they don’t feel like a part of me anymore. They seem far away, like they’re someone else’s size-six blue plaid Vans.
I pull the headphones from my ears, the soaring Massenet symphony becoming a distant squawk as my heart pounds and every hair stands on end. Shaking my head, I try to stop the inevitable, to pull myself back from wherever I’m going this time. I can struggle for control all I want, but I still feel myself slipping away. I barely have time to catch my breath as the waves of images and emotions crash over me, engulfing and then obliterating everything else.
Crowds of people press in so close their warm, sour breath mingles with my own—individual faces frozen ugly with anger, hungry for blood. I cower and try to turn back, but my arms are held firm at the elbows and I am swept along, my beautiful new silk slippers barely grazing the dank, muddy ground. Even though I can no longer see the hill, I can smell the smoke from the fires and hear the pleas to God from the condemned, the metallic tang of blood infusing the very air around us. My eyes dart back and forth, trying desperately to find Connor in the crowd of prisoners as the panic mounts, but I am being dragged toward the water, away from the hill where I’d seen him last—
“Hey!” My sister snaps her fingers in front of my face, pulling me back into reality. “Cole!”
I blink hard trying to focus on her, tearing my thoughts away from what I’ve just seen and felt. The sharp smell of the smoke still seems to saturate the air, and I try hard to convince myself that I’m back. I’m not wearing a long velvet dress and delicate slippers, but my usual jeans and slightly scuffed shoes. Everything is normal. And I’m not losing my mind.
“What?” I say, trying to put just enough annoyance in my voice to cover my racing thoughts. I have to get a grip on these dreams or hallucinations or whatever they are. My stomach is heaving and I feel like throwing up, as if getting rid of whatever bad things are inside of me will stop the visions from coming.
“I’m starting to think that you find my company less than stimulating,” Kat says, her perfectly manicured thumbs flying over the keypad on her phone.
I pull out my water bottle and take a swig, trying not to call attention to the fact that my hands are shaking. Kat hasn’t noticed anything wrong so far, but bursting into tears or throwing up into the nearest trash can is bound to get her attention. As hard as I try to come up with a logical reason for what’s happening, I know deep down it’s getting worse. The minute we landed in London, little things began to feel freakishly familiar—almost like coming home to a place I’ve never been before. Doing random tourist stuff in the city, we’ll pass an old house, a shop window, or even just a small, cobblestoned street, and I’ll have a déjà vu so strong that it makes me stop and stare, searching for a missing memory to go with the unexplained emotions. Now the brown walls of the Tower of London loom across the street, but no one else on the crowded sidewalk seems to feel the overwhelming sense of frenzy and desperation that hangs in the air around us. Probably because everyone else here is sane.
I take another drink, the warm, metallic-tasting water not helping all that much. “Sorry. Just distracted,” I manage, the feelings of loss and longing finally falling away like sheets of water after a heavy rain. I shut the music off, the sounds of the symphony replaced by the hum of tires on the busy street. I reach for an excuse that sounds fake even to my desperate ears. “The concert and everything. It’s not that far away.”
“Can you lay off the child prodigy bit for once?” Kat snaps. “We’re on vacation, remember?”
“Maybe you’re on vacation,” I say, knowing even as I say it that I’m going to piss her off, but my thoughts are too scattered to do more than repeat all of the things I’ve said so many times before. “But people are counting on me. Practice isn’t optional.”
Trying to slow my breathing and convince both of us that everything’s fine, I open my dog-eared guidebook. Just seeing the maps and photos of famous landmarks has a calming effect as I try to shake off what’s left of the weird feelings.
I glance around at the other people on the street and try as hard as I can to relax. I tell myself that nobody’s staring at me. I’m just another slightly disoriented tourist with a guidebook and a backpack. I feel as invisible as I always do when I’m not up on stage with a cello in my hands. Whatever happened, it’s gone now. I look down at the part of the page I’d highlighted last night. “So according to the book, we follow this road around the corner to get to the entrance.”
Kat shoves her phone in her bag. “Where is it?” she asks, looking up and noticing her surroundings for the first time. “I don’t see a tower.”
“It’s right over there,” I say, pointing across the street.
“That’s it?” she asks, not even trying to hide her disappointment. “Looks like every other dusty old castle in this crazy country. I thought we were going to see the Crown Jewels.”
Nice. As long as the Tower of London can cough up some impressive diamonds and rubies, I know my big sister will get over whatever scraps of history she has to suffer through. “It’s not like they keep the Crown Jewels on the fourth floor of Harrods,” I say.
“I know that.” Kat wrinkles her nose and looks back at the Tower. “I just figured it would be a little fancier. Like the tower in ‘Rapunzel’ or something. A little gold leaf would do a world of good.”
“It’s just called the Tower of London,” I say, pointing to the book. Sometimes I wonder how she managed to get all the way to senior year, although I know Kat’s not stupid. Just easily distracted. “According to this, it’s really a castle and a prison, with buildings that date back hundreds of years.”
“Did the book happen to say why we want to deal with all of this history when we can be out shopping?” she asks, glaring across the street.
“Because it’s famous, and no trip to London is complete without seeing the Tower,” I say. “And because Dad already bought us the tickets, and they aren’t cheap.” And because part of me feels drawn here, like I need to touch the worn stone walls and feel the cobblestones underneath my feet. Walk the same paths that the kings and queens of England did centuries ago. Back home in San Francisco,
anything before 1970 is considered historical; the thought of standing in a room almost a thousand years old takes my breath away. But I can’t explain any of this to her, because I don’t understand the attraction myself. And she’ll think it’s stupid.
“Dad’s too busy working to have a clue what we do on this vacation,” Kat complains. “He’ll never know.” She pulls her jacket tighter against the cold April wind. “Not like he could have a business trip in Hawaii or Cancún or someplace people might actually want to go for spring break.”
I don’t have to say that, for me, spring break in London is way ahead of some hot, sweaty beach full of perfectly tanned people using as little energy as possible flipping from front to back on their striped beach towels. I don’t have to say it because Kat already knows.
“What’s going on over there?” Kat asks. “Another site where somebody famous got hacked to death or hit by a bus?” A group of people are staring down at a bronzed plaque a few feet off the sidewalk, and I check the book to see if it can tell us what is so fascinating.
“Close. Most of the executions at the Tower of London actually took place right over there,” I read, pointing to the small square outlined in tiny cement markers just off the sidewalk. “Many innocent people were beheaded here, to the cheers of thousands,” I continue reading. My mind flashes back to the scene in the vision and I shiver involuntarily.
“Thank you, geek’s-guide-to-London.” Kat looks at the cars speeding up the street and the tourists casually walking on the sidewalk. “Must have looked a lot different back then.”
I gaze over the cars, across the grass field at the imposing walls and tall stone buildings that have been there for centuries. This must have been the last thing a lot of the prisoners saw as they knelt, waiting for the blow that would seal their fate. For a second I can almost hear the loud cries of desperate men echoing off the walls. “Not so different,” I say quietly as we cross the street.
“So if we’re going to do this,” Kat says after we pick up the tickets, “let’s go straight to the Crown Jewels. If I can’t shop for jewels, at least I can look at them.” She looks down to admire the insanely expensive new heels she bought just the day before. “Too bad there’s not a shoe store in there.” She glances at me. “There isn’t, is there?”
“No,” I say firmly. “There isn’t.”
I’m suddenly nervous as I look up at the square turret that tops the nearest tower. It doesn’t take a whole lot of imagination to picture the guards in their heavy armor pacing up there, weapons trained on the murky water below. I look around for any signs the vision is coming back, but all I see is Kat’s seething impatience with this whole thing. I flip the book open to the page I’ve marked with my finger. “It says that we should take a tour first and then go off on our own. Besides, it comes with the tickets.”
“Oh, come on, Cole,” Kat says, putting her hands on her hips. “Can’t you just dump that stupid book for one minute and do something spontaneous? This whole vacation has been nothing but ‘what the book says.’ It’s like that thing has become your bible. You’re sixteen, not sixty.”
“I didn’t hear you complaining when it helped us get to Harrods, the mecca of shopping experiences,” I say, irritated that we have to have this discussion again. “Or when it found that awesome Indian restaurant by the theaters.”
“Give me that.” Kat grabs the guidebook and turns the page. “There’s a whole section on ghost tours in London; maybe we’ll get lucky and see a ghost. That would at least keep this whole day from being a total waste.”
I grab the book back. I don’t believe in ghosts. Or vampires. Or visions of people being killed up on a smoky hill outside of the Tower of London. “There’s no such thing as ghosts.”
“So now you’re the expert? Your precious guidebook says there are ghosts. Maybe we should bail on this whole Tower thing and do a ghost walk. Now that might be cool.”
“Those ghost tours are just a scam.” I was having enough trouble with weird visions coming to me. The last thing I wanted was to go looking for them.
“Why can’t you even let yourself believe for one minute that there are things out there that you don’t understand?” she asks. “Sometimes you have to forget about logic and go with your gut, and my gut says that this place has to be crawling with ghosts. Besides, it’s printed right there, so someone must have checked it out.”
I honestly don’t have an answer for that, so I start toward the entrance, knowing she’ll follow me. Kat can’t stand being alone even for a minute.
Walking through the arch of the outside wall, I pause, trailing my fingers over the rough stone. The old Tudor buildings, the grass, the castle in the middle of the green—as I look from place to place in the compound, I feel a chill that has nothing to do with the wind that whips our faces.
“That tour is just about to start.” I nod toward a red-uniformed guard standing on a small cement block. “Come on. We’ll do the Jewels after.”
Kat’s shoulders fall, but she follows me over to the edge of the stone wall where people are gathering.
“Good morning, ladies and gentlemen, and welcome to the Tower of London.” The guard is met with quiet muttering from the crowd, so he tries again, a little louder. “Good morning, ladies and gentlemen.” He cups his ear and leans toward us so that we have no choice but to shout “good morning” like we’re back in fifth grade. I sigh. I never like tours or classes where enthusiastic participation is required.
Kat nudges me. “He’s kind of cute,” she says, grinning.
I look back at the guard, with his largish nose and funny black hat. The wind has given his rough cheeks a pink glow, and he needs a shave. He has to be at least forty, which is old even for her. “Seriously? You just like his uniform. And his accent.” Kat has fallen in love with a British accent attached to a questionable guy at least twice every day since we got here.
“It is my pleasure to be your guide today, and I hope that you will enjoy some of the nine hundred years of history that have taken place within these very walls.” I look past him to the tall glass and steel buildings on the other side of the river. The modern structures seem to diminish the historical effect, reminding us that even here, all that is left of the past is made of stone and wood. The people who have experienced it are all long gone.
After blazing through several hundred years of history in under a minute, the guard directs our attention to Tower Hill, over by the tube station where we’d been just a few minutes before. “Imagine thousands of people standing and cheering as the poor—often innocent—soul gave his last address to the masses.” I nudge Kat and point to the book. She glances at me out of the corner of her eye, but pretends to be absorbed in what he’s saying.
“And when the prisoner was done speaking, he was obliged to tip the executioner a small fee in the hope that the deed would be done swiftly and with a painless chop of the axe. That, of course, has given rise to what we now know”—he pauses dramatically—“as severance pay.” He waits for a response from the group, only to be greeted with a few quiet chuckles. He grins. “And that was my best line.”
Kat laughs out loud, and he smiles at her. “After the prisoner had put his neck on the block, the axe would come down, and with a great crunching of bone and gushing of blood the deed would be done.” He brings his arm down like an axe chopping off a poor guy’s head while the crowd giggles nervously. “Grabbing hold of that severed head, the executioner would raise it high for all to see and declare, ‘Behold the head of a traitor.’” Everyone in the group winces, and there are a few groans of disgust as he continues. “It’s a pity that most of those beheaded were guilty of no other crime than displeasing the king or queen of the time.” He pauses, and then motions with his arm. “Right. Follow me, then.”
We walk over cobblestones worn smooth from centuries of footsteps until the guard stops in front of a few stone steps that lead down to a big iron gate. “Behind me, please admire the Traitors’ Gate. Th
rough this passage into the Tower of London came many of the poor men and women who were imprisoned between these walls, never to leave again. Both Anne Boleyn and Thomas Cromwell trod up these very steps to await their deaths.”
As he speaks and gestures to the stairs, it suddenly feels like I’m watching from far away; his words grow tinny and faint. I blink to try to pull everything back, but an image pushes itself forward until the guard and the crowd fade away.
Shouts echo against stone and water laps against wood as the narrow boat maneuvers through the gate. Hands reach out to escort us up the slippery stairs, made more dangerous by the darkness that is broken only by torches flickering on the walls. I can smell the fear and panic in the air as we are hurried up the steps and through the tall, stone walls of the Tower.
“The water,” I say without thinking.
Kat glares, while the guard turns his attention to me. “I’m sorry, miss?”
My heart is still racing and my palms are wet as I look around at the eager faces of the tour group. I so didn’t mean to say that out loud. “Um, I was just saying that there was water here. People came through this gate in a boat.”
“Give the young lady a prize for knowing her history,” the guard says as he leans back and points to me. “I was about to say that this was originally called the Water Gate, as the moat that once surrounded the Tower provided for boats to enter the grounds at this very spot. Most of your prisoners did indeed arrive by boat.”
“Guess your book came in handy for something,” Kat whispers to me as the guard moves on to another building and we follow. “Way to impress the tour guide.”
I nod quickly and then glance down at the book. I’ve been through the section on the Tower of London enough times to know that it never talks about the Water Gate.
“You okay?” Kat asks, her eyes intent on my face. “You look funny.”